Powerless, Not Helpless!

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“Powerless does not mean helpless.”

That line jumped off the page this morning in Courage to Change. The writer had been telling people, “I know I am powerless, but I feel so helpless, frightened, hopeless.” What she heard back is what a lot of us needed to hear in early recovery: she had the option to surrender those feelings “and ask for what I need.”

Step One says we admitted we were powerless over alcohol. It never says we’re helpless. Those are two very different things! Powerless means I can’t fix this on my own. Helpless would mean nobody can help me, and that’s a lie the disease loves to tell.

So today, let’s talk about the simplest, scariest, and most powerful tool we’ve got. Asking.

God doesn’t speak in code

In that same reading, the writer admits she couldn’t figure out what God wanted her to do, even after praying for guidance. Her sponsor’s answer is a keeper: “God doesn’t speak in code. Ask for clarity, and then trust that you will get it when the time is right.”

Then the Reminder gets practical: “Today I will meditate for a few minutes on what I need, and then I will ask a Power greater than myself to help me with it.”

Notice the order. First get honest about what you actually need. Then ask. For years a lot of us only asked for one thing, to make the problem disappear. Recovery teaches us to ask better questions.

You will never be alone again

Twenty-Four Hours a Day has a line today I’d hang on every meeting room wall: “I will never be alone again. I am just one of many who have the illness of alcoholism and one of many who have learned what to do about it. I am not an odd fish or a square peg in a round hole.”

Isolation is where the disease does its best work. In the rooms we find out we’re not so unique after all, and that’s GOOD news! Somebody has already walked through whatever you’re facing and come out sober on the other side. Your part is letting them know you need a hand.

The Thought for Today in Daily Ponderables says it with a grin: “I don’t know if I go to too many meetings, but I am afraid of going to one too few!” Thanks, Skip S.

In the Mutual Support chapter of Recovery Thinking, 90-Days to Change Your Life! I wrote, “That is not who you are that is what you have done!” Sometimes we need another person to say that out loud before we can believe it about ourselves.

Asking takes guts (and a few no’s)

Let’s be honest. Asking for help can feel like weakness. Pride says, “I’ve got this.” Fear says, “They’ll say no.” Here’s what I wrote in Success-Full, Living Life with Purpose: Recovery Mode: “Every No brings me closer to a YES!”

If your sponsor doesn’t pick up, call the next number on your list. If one meeting doesn’t feel right, try another one. Keep asking!

Your Daily Reprieve passed along this line today, credited to Henry Ford: “When everything seems to be going against you, remember that the airplane takes off against the wind, not with it.” Resistance isn’t a sign to quit. Sometimes it’s the very thing that lifts us off the ground.

Then turn around and offer a hand

Here’s the beautiful part. The help we receive is meant to flow through us. The Big Book puts it this way: “Ask Him in your morning meditation what you can do each day for the man who is still sick. The answers will come, if your own house is in order.”

Today’s Dynamic Catholic reflection, from Matthew Kelly’s Feminine Genius, says God is sending us into our homes, workplaces, friendships, and neighborhoods “to communicate with your presence: I see you. I hear you. You matter. You are not alone.” That’s exactly what our sponsors did for us. Now we get to do it for the newcomer.

Five ways to practice asking today

  • Name your need. Take three minutes this morning and write down one thing you need help with. Be specific. “Help me” is a start. “Help me get through Sunday dinner with the family” is better.
  • Ask your Higher Power first. Say it plainly. No code required.
  • Make one call before you need it. Call your sponsor or a friend in the program on a good day. It makes the hard call easier when a bad day shows up.
  • Go to one more meeting this week. Better one too many than one too few!
  • Be somebody’s answer. Ask someone newer how they’re really doing, then actually listen. I see you. I hear you. You matter.

Powerless and powerful at the same time

We don’t stay sober on willpower. We stay sober by admitting we can’t do it alone, asking for help, and letting God and other people in. Then something amazing happens. The person who couldn’t ask for help becomes the person other people call.

The Closing Thought in today’s Daily Ponderables says it well: “We don’t have to be perfect to become people who make a difference.”

So ask. Ask God, ask your sponsor, ask the old-timer with the coffee cup. Then go be the answer for somebody else.

Life is GOOOOOOOD!!!

What’s one thing you need help with today, and who are you going to ask?

Go, Go, Go… Dan 🙂

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Reflection note: I wrote this from my own daily readings. Quotes belong to their original authors and sources (Courage to Change / Al-Anon Family Group Headquarters, Inc., via Daily Ponderables; Twenty-Four Hours a Day / Hazelden Foundation, via Daily Ponderables and Your Daily Reprieve; the Daily Ponderables Thought for Today, with thanks to Skip S., and its Closing Thought; Henry Ford, as credited in Your Daily Reprieve; Alcoholics Anonymous, 4th Edition, “A Vision for You,” p. 164 / Alcoholics Anonymous World Services, Inc., via Daily Ponderables; Matthew Kelly, Feminine Genius, via the Dynamic Catholic Daily Reflection; Recovery Thinking, 90-Days to Change Your Life! and Success-Full, Living Life with Purpose: Recovery Mode). I used AI to help organize it and reviewed it before posting.

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